Back from a very busy weekend at home. Planning a wedding from hundreds of miles away is exhausting. For weeks I will feel like I have things together and then I go home and I realize nothing is done.
Coming back to work was hard. It is tempting to stay home and get fired because at least that way we have some monies coming in. It is so frustrating and I know Josh is freaking out about the whole credit thing.
Mostly I hate that I am working so hard but it isn’t getting me anywhere. It makes me wonder if all of this is worth it. Sometimes living your dream feels like an impossible goal.
